"Life is already a lot of things in vain ." Like youth,
I began to sleep ......... as long ago as insomnia . I'm still sticking with those poor ideals, those forlorn hope . These years is the most accurate intuition , so I foolishly thought he wanted to be able to do , so I put my stubborn as a stick . Years later , I found out I was wrong , wrong mess. Life is so , one day will understand everything, but this time no longer go back . Primary school students to contact me for more and more, many of which were after the wedding . Think about those days with slapstick , think of those who grew up with the times , there is always an indescribable feeling. So many years , or someone will think of me , I know, so many years and we did not contact each other, inevitably a little rusty , but that feelings still, those moments will never be forgotten is not the same . Election of the road is not the same , it was not destined to go together , but this road was really tired . I always think I can stick to it , it is now think so. But I do not know when it is the end , my best time , I will never go back to those years . I remember that every individual, every name, every one nickname. I retain all the memories , but, do not have time memories. After the entrance a holiday home , contact a number of primary school students , many are not at home , so, after all, is scattered gatherings . I do not know what the scene would meet again , will talk something, but we can still look forward to gather one . So many years, I have not changed , the appearance has not changed , height has not changed , the heart has not changed . I have a lot , and now want to say, perhaps tonight , sleep. Now very quiet , everyone went to sleep. Abnormal brain awake now , only in the dead of night, I can calm down . Went to college, I began to change their character, I can not do a sentimental person, I want to be a rational person . Facts have proved that I can not. So I think, I can not change what to let it go . Or will after reading some of the movie inexplicably moved , or will hear some people have never heard of the old songs , the same as before silly smile , just laughed some far-fetched, it is nothing like me. Over those years, we were chasing the girl , I saw countless times , each has a different feeling. Now, along with roommate watching , always inexplicable laugh, though nothing ridiculous , because it's actually a tragedy. But now, I look into the tragic comedy . A lot of things in life are futile , like youth. Say much good , but sometimes , knowing is futile , I still try to do , is not it silly , is a kind of wisdom.
Long love , there is no reason for confidence, youth in the little secret ,
So youthful finish , did not leave us much time memories. Perhaps one day we say it all the secrets came out, our youth really gone. Some time ago a friend gave me a high school crush of people to talk to him , he said entrance end of the time to write a long letter , not the courage to finally send out , went to college, share good feeling still, so, he wrote a letter to the girl , thought to be with her , is to let her know that there was such a person like her. Youth in the like, is so simple . We talked a lot, talk to our school , our present, our future. I told him I went to college later changed, and not as fun , and he said he did not lazy. Youth had passed , those who liked , those who have not had time to say like , just disappeared . I still believe the world will be pure love , one went to Shenzhen to college is very realistic friend told me that I have to imagine the love is not there , and I know she said makes sense , but I do not know Why , I was so convinced . An endless forever brush bank card and one will never degenerate love, I do not know what is important , I think, time will tell . A lot of people love, a lot of people was divided , and those who tell me that this is growing every person must experience . I do not know , a person is to rely on mature romance to do ? Roommate said he want to talk about in this life time love , get married once , and I was very moved. Stay up late on the university first , just because of watching a movie , there are so many feelings. Went to college , I found to be a high school teacher lied , this is not heaven , believe it , there will be hell . I am about to finish in eighth college when I was thinking , what the past six months I've learned , in addition to age , I can not find the other . Perhaps there is some harvest , that was a few years later I was able to find. Fast holiday, did not imagine the excitement , but even more homesick. Here also spent four years , four years later, no one will remember I had been there , perhaps, even a trace I have not been to the traces . Set foot on this land in Zhengzhou , I have not thought about the future here will not leave my footprints. Maybe so, maybe not , I do not know , nobody knows . But I was to go , but also to go without regret , because I took my youth I gave here , I do not like this city.
